is one of the many visitors from outside of Brazil who I met at the
Casa. I got to know her over several visits to Abadiania as Jan stayed
there for some months. As with many others, her illness became the catalyst
for great learning and rich spiritual experiences. Here is her story.
am 24 years old, and life has been a mountain climb for me. The most
difficult part of this journey started when I discovered at age 21 that
I was HIV positive, and I had no other choice than to choose to die
or to live.
I had heard this clear and warning inner voice whose message struck
me so hard that I knew I had to go for a medical test. I had to go for
four different tests just to be sure each one of them was right, and
for me life was never the same again from that point, knowing that I
was sick and that I would probably die from AIDS. I had watched people
on the television with the disease, and just imagining myself undergoing
all of those physical changes really scared me.
wanted to die when I was just 21 years old. I believed there was more
to life than what I was going through. I became desperate to hear about
miracles, stories and world legends of people who had overcome such
who I was living with never stopped supporting me through that difficult
time. However, he himself then found out he had cancer, and he needed
a great deal of medical attention until his illness reached a point
where his case was beyond medical help. Now we both were in urgent need
of help and of any miracle we could get.
opened a door for us, and we heard about the miracle man of Brazil.
Wow. That moment for me was a major turning point. I felt that this
man Joao de Deus had the key to my life and I really wanted to go and
meet him. And so I did.
glimpse of the entity was already a healing for me. I walked through
the line and explained my situation to him, and to my surprise, the
fact that I was HIV positive didn't really seem to bother him. The fact
that it didn't bother him was part of my healing. At first, I wondered
to myself if maybe he didn't really understand the fact that I had HIV
and was dying, as he wasn't repulsed by my illness and the only thing
he said to me was to come for a spiritual operation the next day.
spiritual operation, I felt so weak that I had to go and sleep right
afterwards. And while I was sleeping and dreaming, I began to realize
a lot of blessings that God had placed in my life.
weeks following my operation, whenever I would pass by the entity to
see if he had anything else to tell me, he would keep telling me to
sit down in the medium's section of his current room. It's funny, because
at first this made me feel really neglected, as I thought it meant he
didn't want to hear what I had to say about my illness. But in fact,
what was happening was that I was receiving my healing through concentrating
on other people's needs rather than on my own. This is what it is to
be a medium, concentrating on other people in need.
will work on other people through the mediums of the Casa, and in that
process he made me understand that he was preparing me to do spiritual
work (spiritual healing). It wasn't my healing anymore that was the
main focus, but the responsibility that I help others.
the entity would take me with him to people who were sitting in the
current room needing healing, and he would lay my hands on them. This
felt really extraordinary because I never knew what I was doing until
afterward when I was seated in the current again.
important experience for me was when the entity had me put my hands
behind this lady who had a big growth on her neck - a cancer tumor.
The entity was holding me from behind, and he then pressed my hands
really hard on this lady's tumor for some minutes. In a while, the tumor
felt like it suddenly disappeared! And on that same day the lady was
told by the entity that her healing was completed, and she was free
to go home. I haven't heard from this lady since that time, but I hope
she's doing fine.
Abadiania was really magical. And many of my most powerful experiences
occurred when I was sleeping. During those times, like after my operation,
it felt like I was dreaming but they were in fact true dreams that came
was in Abadiania, I never wanted to confess that I was HIV positive
to anyone apart from the entity himself, but after some months there,
the word went around somehow. There were some very narrow-minded people
I met who were very prejudiced against me because of me having HIV,
and they didn't think I was cured. They told me that I should go for
a test and then we'd see who was right.
felt strong enough, I went for a test even though I was very worried
that I might still have the disease. The fact that I was leaving Brazil
for home the same week of the test made me feel a little bit safer,
and my interest was just to prove to these guys that I wasn't HIV positive,
even though it really was none of their business.
good weeks back home, I got an email from a friend in Brazil who'd gone
with me when I went to have the test, and in that email I found out
that the results came back negative! I have done some tests here in
my own country since that time and they are still negative. I had been
HIV positive for three years until my healing at the Casa. My friend
who had had the cancer, who also went to the Casa, is also doing fine
and wants to go back there again, as do I.
I am happy
and blessed to have met the miracle man of Brazil who has changed my
life. I hope this story will give you a reason to give yourself the
chance to visit the Casa and to have your life restored abundantly.
I have made it, and I have hope that you can make it too. Not only AIDS
cases, but anything you are undergoing today could be helped at the
in the work at the Casa one hundred percent because I have been there
and I have seen for myself what really happens."